the L word

how many times have i used it on someone really special to me as in a romantic level kind of special? 

just probably three.

why? 

cause i value the motherfuckin word so much that i may have only loved three people so much in my life.

they may or may not deserve it but i don't care anymore.

thing is i am writing this here in this fuckin cyberspace to remind me how i value those words and that it should not and never be used sparingly.