zombie at bed

at 430 a quick four point something magnitude of tremor snatched me from slumber.

the ten layers of mattresses made from dreams, fear, hopes and expectations were rearranged but they still remain under me.

it was waking up but also like dreaming at the same time; like dreaming about being awake while you are actually awake.

i was awake but i remembered my dream about a plane crashing in an empty field in front of me.

the feeling was like watching a kubrick film while you're either drunk or on crack- everything becomes trippy, slightly psychedelic, and more artsy.

the bed is essentially a kind of pedestal without steps. for some reason, the universe put me there while i am sedated with tablets that erase memory temporarily.

by the way, the high rise bed is situated in the middle of a rice field. it was usually nice at night.

it’s so nice you can actually think of blowing up the stars you named after yourselves when you used to be intoxicated with overwhelming emotional chemical reactions.

1 comment:

Pinaywriter said...

Airplane Crash
To dream that a plane crashes signifies that you have set overly high and unrealistic goals for yourself. You are in danger of having those goals come crashing down. Alternatively, the crashing airplane represents your lack of confidence, self-defeating attitude and self-doubt. You do not believe in your own ability to achieve those goals. Loss of power and uncertainty in achieving your goals are also signified.

BUT I DON'T BELIEVE in this in your case. I think you are the kind of person to second guess himself but jump at a chance at the same time. ^.^ So with all your talent and passion, I say go for it. And so far, I think the pictures speak for themselves

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